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Wednesday, 25 December 2019

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Tuesday, 18 August 2015

View through a small window: Entry for the Space Bats Competition

View through a small window: Entry for the Space Bats Competition: [Regular readers - don't panic! This is an entry for a short story competition hosted over at  the Archdruid Report . We will be returni...

Thursday, 1 May 2014

Hello. I posted this ages ago, but I really want a good critique of the short film. Does anybody disagree with anything it says?

Thanks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VOMWzjrRiBg

Tuesday, 20 August 2013

The US, and many other places in the world have been sucking workers out of agriculture and putting them into cities for a good 200 years now. Despite record investment; oil production has been falling world wide since 2008. In the long run we need to be putting people back into agriculture; why not legislate to make it easier for young people to return to simpler ways of life whilst developing a new, renewable low carbon kind of organic agriculture? Permaculture, (working with nature instead of against it) Is highly skilled work and should be the basis of all sustainable economies. America's Roosevelt in 1937 said "The Nation That Destroys It's Soils Destroys Itself". Much of the soil is dead and only works because of oil, which, like I said is in decline. That's my solution anyhow!

Sunday, 15 July 2012

2 Gryphon's Great-ish Its.: Molesting the molesters.

2 Gryphon's Great-ish Its.: Molesting the molesters.: In Los Angeles yesterday, an old person yet again accused another old person of molestation sometime around 100 years ago when they were a c...

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

meditations

Hello there. Upon meditating today I found some answers to some questions I asked myself; I don't know if they are correct answers but I guess there the best I have. I should stop worrying about what has been and focus on what I want to be. The judgements of others against me should not worry me for its a sign of a petty mind to unfairly judge and condemn others. I have been, shamefully unemployed for nearly a year now; and I'm only sad about the lack of development I have had over that time. True; I have developed in that time however not to my fullest potential due to the lack of a structured environment.

Of course you could view my unfortunate unemployment as my own fault; but I have applied for 100's of jobs. Quite clearly I may have been doing something wrong, but I find it petty that others should overlook me and all my potential due to those errors.

I long for the days, but a fairytale to me, where a person could walk into a business, apply and be accepted for a job on his own merits there and then. Not only do we have to jump through ridicules hoops, reduce ourselves to two sides of A4 and slavishly boast and advertise ourselves at every given opportunity but to be treated with such contempt is undignified. To not even be told if we have the job, Assumed failure; I'm just sick of it.

I'm a graduate with strong skills, a hard working attitude, I'm studious and would give my all to any job offered and yet nobody seems to want me.

I guess there is a group of people somewhere who want me to stay unemployed. I guess it means less competition for them. If the UK really hates people working why does the UK allow such vast amounts of immigration? Is it that they want us to be poor and unhappy consumers and for foreigners to do all the work? I would be fine with this arrangement, pained and anguished at the loss of my own potential if it were not so cruel; I'm not just poor but our home is threatened; We can't afford to buy all the shit you want to sell and stay in our home. I so need to go out and develop my life, please help. Forgive us.

Friday, 11 March 2011

Rating my University course.

I would give LSBU and my course a 9/10 because all through the course my grades were slowly rising until I ended up with a 2:1. we had a lot of interesting people who came in and taught, we covered so much on a wide verity of subjects, mostly media theory, language, game theories, practical experience in various software and programming tools. I also like that I got to meet a variety of interesting people from all backgrounds taking all sorts of subjects, and we also bad cross course collaboration, like we would sometimes work with the Sonic media students supporting each other’s projects.

Although I loved my course and learned loads I do wonder if I should have taken a more programming orientated computer science course. I feel I have gained an awful lot of skills in valuable transferable subjects I wouldn't have if I had done a ‘nerdier’ course but there are more programming jobs out there.

I also feel other people went into the course with more of an idea of what they wanted to do and they then produced material which went straight into their profiles (material that employers want to see). Although I completed every task and gained a lot of knowledge in the process what I produced wasn't aimed at getting me a job, rather I let my creativity run supreme and made some good innovative stuff.

Again I'll say you get out what you out in, coming from a poor background, having faced family problems and having had legitimate troubles with my early schooling I feel through hard work and determination I have moved through and up on the education ladder. However with my recent spell of unemployment and because a lot of the people around me lack any aspirations, well, I have gotten slightly depressed now that I'm back home.

when I started work at Asda at 16 I pushed myself pretty hard, with a full time college course I was doing a 84 hour week (inc homework) and whilst I was working at Asda (which I hatred) I met quite a few people who has spent their life working in similar jobs, many had been at Asda for 20 years and they told me to get out, to get out whilst I could and try to make something of myself. Now after 2 GNVQ'S, 5 A levels and my degree I dread to contemplate going back. I know it’s selfish of me and I did have friends that work there quite happily but the workers warnings haunt me. I know how easy it is to slip into a routine and watch your life pass before your eyes.

I have thought about moving abroad for work. With Mervin King and the like saying that England will be facing years of increasing poverty and social unrest I just want to escape. The evil former government gave me a £24,000 debt to haunt me. I have never seen such extreme amounts of money. I HATE how they force everyone in the UK to have extreme debts, just for wanting an education or a house to live in. Debt is the most insidious form of slavery, because you can make people work for very little money whilst most of their pay cheque goes to a bank whilst houses in the UK get smaller and crappier and more expensive. We already have the smallest homes in Europe. Another slice of a person’s wage-slavery will go into a pension the worker will likely not get until there 120, and as the miserable Western empire falls as oil and natural resources decline we'll all just have to suffer more ill health and more deaths, whilst war over what is left intensifies like the aging roman empire.

well.... Ok... maybe it’s not all that bad but it feels pretty bad to me, as my family sinks deeper and deeper into debt. I need a job.

Monday, 28 February 2011

View through a small window: Birds and beasts

View through a small window: Birds and beasts: "We are now up to five chickens: Rocky the Rooster and his consort Mabel have been joined by Dotty, Pearl and Ginger Rogers, in more or less ..."

View through a small window: A warm welcome

View through a small window: A warm welcome: "Well, it has taken a while, but we are finally here and connected (albeit sporadically) to the Internet. After a three-day drive we arrived..."

View through a small window: And they're under starter's orders...

View through a small window: And they're under starter's orders...: "After a long and tortuous saga, we have finally managed to exchange contracts on the sale of our UK residence. So after one last family Chri..."

View through a small window: The mysteries of Galician plumbing

View through a small window: The mysteries of Galician plumbing: "As luck would have it, we had booked a week's holiday to go and visit As Petas before our house in the UK sold. This turned out to be very u..."

View through a small window: It's really happening...

View through a small window: It's really happening...: "After months of searching, more months of chugging through the Spanish legal system, and even more months of trying to sell a house in the d..."

Thursday, 28 October 2010

28 Oct 2010

Hello there. I'm sorry I have not written in my blog for a while. I guess I'm doing it now because I feel like it. I'm finding getting a job rather hard. I had one dangled in my face with a salary of £45,000 today and was of course taken away.

I just want any job really. I really want to put what I learned at uni to some use.

My dad would blame mass immigration for the fact there's 40 odd people for every job, but that's not the only factor. there's the recession and I do believe the future of the west may be plaged by energy crisis, impoverished food and water reserves, environmental disaster and massive inflation of everything to the point where only the rich could afford electricity in a 100 year or so. Were burning 100's of millions of barrels of oil a day and I don't believe technology will replace it. there's so much faith in society today, faith that money's worth something, faith in technology, faith in progress and it could all be misplaced. Our impoverished grand kids may be disappointed we didn't use our huge industrious powers for something more than entertainment and wars.

Sunday, 15 August 2010

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